Anal Purging Document

What you are about to read is an honest and explicit look at my experience with self anal abuse in the forms of: laxative, enemas and alterative methods of defecation. My addiction started 9 years ago (I type this in March of 2006 at 24 years old) and back then I had no one to warn me or educate me on the dangers of eating disorders and anal abuse as a form of bulimia. I was taught my anal abuse behaviors but the individuals that taught me these behaviors had no intention of teaching me to harm myself. My bulimia took what it learned which turned into anal abuse of addiction, obsession, physical dependency and damage.

I am here to share my story in it's most raw form to educate others on the side effects and damage that bulimic anal abuse through alternative methods of evacuation have on the brain and body.
 
This documentation is NOT meant to provide you with TIPS on how to artificially evacuate! Through my story, the only kind of teacher I would like to be to my readers is a teacher of experience, caution and concern. If you learn something ''new'' from my explicit story and try it for yourself, I will not be held responsible for your consequences just like my ''teachers'' are not responsible for MINE.
 
I will try to share my experience with courteous language instead of potty mouth language which I generally use to articulate myself. I am changing my style of writing around for this documentation specifically because it is a very serious matter with no room to slide comedy in. There is nothing funny about this disease or my experiences with it. I survived to tell my complete story and anal abuse is a piece to the puzzle. This documentation will be ongoing as I undergo treatments to heal.

Please, enter this documentation with caution and an open mind. I had no idea that my addiction would get so severe that I would end up causing damage to my rectal area. If you think that this could not happen to you then you are wrong. I wish I would of had someone like *me* to tell me their story and help me change my behaviors before they manifested into a psychological addiction and physical problem.