Thank you for coming to check out my videos. Please be aware that some videos contain explicit content that may be triggering. Viewer discretion is strongly advised. I update and store all of my videos on my you tube account but you can also view them here on Find Desire Not Demise. Videos posted in order by the date that they were made.

Anorexia Nervosa: 

Anorexic Attack Part 1  

Anorexic Attack Part 2  

Another ER Trip, Another IV  

Thoughts and Anorexic Distortations  

The Truth About My Body 1  

The Truth About My Body 2  

Anorexia Nervosa and Food Obession Part 1  

Anorexia Nervosa and Food Obession Part 2  

Processing Anorexic Thoughts